There's always a better tomorrow.

This particular piece of article caught my eye this morning when I was about to take my breakfast. It's about how the father of Alviss Kong (the boy who commit suicide last year) attempt to motivate others not to follow his son's footstep through his counselling centres with zero-profit. But his intention actually gains negative comments and criticism from the society. I think he must have too much stress and excessive pressures plus he's physically weak, these eventually lead to his death.

For a moment, I was stunt and starring at the paper, speechless. It's totally not fair with the society treating him like that. What? Just because he's trying to help others to take the right path after the whole incident?
He's brave enough to even stand up and try to put a stop on young people nowadays who want to end their life in anyway.
Well, if you notice, commit suicide cases are far beyond our control. The worst thing is it's increasing like no one's business. But, commit suicide is certainly not the ultimate way to solve the problem. IN FACT, THIS IS THE STUPIDEST WAY EVER!

I don't deny that I have such thoughts flashed through my mind once. That particular thoughts just run wild in my mind while I was holding a knife cutting fruits because I was having some conflicts that time. I must say IT'S HORRIBLE!
This is the reason why I intend to reach out to people around me now who are feeling down and facing great difficulties, and try to lend a helping hand within my capabilities so that they won't feel like 'oh, it's the end of the world!'
After all, we don't want to see a second Alviss Kong right?

The reader.

Now if you see the tons of books I have stacked up piles by piles, that clearly explain how much I love to read. (The only thing I need to worry is the books might collapse anytime.) It's the passion that's cultivated by my sister since young. The only place we always asked permission to head to whenever our parents go to the shopping mall is bookstore. It becomes a norm for us eventually.
I enjoy reading simply because it does not require you to do talking. Not that I don't like to socialize, it's mainly because it's just not me. To me, it's more like an individual activity where I can spare my own time peacefully with only the book. And I can read just anywhere and anytime I want. Therefore, I really do not understand how could Malaysian only read average 2 pages a year?
Well, 'no time' is often the excuse people come out with.
Just think about it, if you can multi-task a little, like read the book while blowing dry the hair or while waiting for someone to fetch you, then I'm sure you can finish a book in no time.
As for me, I have this very unhealthy habit of reading, which is eating while reading. People always say it's not good for digestion, this and that, but I just can't help with it. Frankly, I'm pretty much enjoy doing that way, especially when I'm having meal alone, the book really come in handy.